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  Would he see her? Would he talk to her?

  What if he said no?

  “Hannah?” Jarvis’s sexy voice broke through her thoughts.

  He pulled back and looked at her questioningly, aware she had gone elsewhere, at least in her head. She backed away.

  “I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have done this. We have to stop.”

  “What?” He seemed more disconcerted than angry, but Hannah couldn’t go through with this. “Did I do something—”

  “No, I promise, it’s totally me. I’m too distracted. It’s not your fault at all, I just... I have to go.”

  Jarvis’s arms loosened and she apologized again, barely taking in his dazed look as she pictured meeting up with Brody. If she could take some pictures of him for her blog, that would put her on the map. He was retired. What was he up to? That was a blog she could write that would get some attention.

  If he would agree. And why wouldn’t he? They’d parted on good terms, and they were friends, right? If she wanted to make this work, she had to be bold.

  Hannah tugged her clothes straight before she went out into the kitchen and then the bar, convincing herself that this was the right thing to do, and that Brody would want to see her again, as much as she wanted to see him.

  * * *

  BRODY JERKED AWAKE, suddenly alert as he peered around his room. Sunlight peeked through a crack in the curtains, making him squint as he checked the clock. It was just past nine. He didn’t even recall when he’d gone to bed, though it had been late. The days all seemed to slide by recently, one blurring into the other. He peered at the half-empty bottle of Scotch on the dresser, and the glass by his bed.

  That reminded him that his shoulder had been hurting like hell last night, and the alcohol was better than the pain pills the doctor prescribed. Well, somewhat anyway.

  His shoulder was dislocated and sprained when his horse had thrown him. Luckily, nothing was broken.

  Some luck.

  If he’d been driving his stock car instead of riding Zip—the Thoroughbred colt he’d adopted from a rescue organization—none of this would have happened.

  Racing might be dangerous, but the “quiet” life might kill him yet. Brody wasn’t built for quiet.

  At least he was getting back to where he could do some light work with the horses and drive. For several weeks after he’d been thrown, he thought he would go out of his mind with boredom. He was counting the days until his mandatory “retirement” was over; it couldn’t happen soon enough.

  Then he realized what had awakened him as the aroma of coffee drifted through the open door.

  Someone was downstairs.

  Was he with a woman last night? He didn’t think he’d had so much to drink that he wouldn’t remember. Though his sponsor had told him to behave, Brody wasn’t much good at that, either. There had been a few women since he’d left the track. He had to have something to do.

  He’d had contractors in for several months, renovating the old farm house from top to bottom, and he’d adopted some new horses, but apart from all that, sex was at least a temporary reprieve. Though, since that news item appeared saying he was looking to settle down he couldn’t bring a girl home without her wanting to stay for good.

  Now he tended to not go out. It was like being in prison. Walking to the window, he groaned when he saw a familiar car parked out front.

  He must have drunk more than he usually did to have Jackie over. What a mess.

  “Hey, sexy. Hungry?”

  Jackie stood smiling inside his bedroom door, then she crossed the room to link her arms around his neck and kiss him before he could say anything. He turned his head, breaking the kiss and loosening her hold.

  “Jackie, what are you doing here?”

  She shrugged, pouting.

  “I was in the neighborhood, so I thought I’d come over and surprise you with breakfast.”

  Brody brightened slightly. “So you just got here?”

  “About an hour ago. I brought some muffins from the bakery you like, made coffee and I could put on some eggs, too. I thought you might like to work up more of an appetite first, though...”

  He stepped away, putting some distance between them—he’d been trying to put a lot of distance between himself and Jackie. He’d explained it to her several times, but she was more persistent than he’d expected. She’d been a high school girlfriend and more recently...an impulse. A mistake.

  He was thankful that at least he hadn’t made it worse. She knew where he left his extra key, and had let herself in, obviously.

  Grabbing some jeans from the chair, he pulled them on.

  “Don’t get dressed on my account.”

  Brody’s only response was a withering look as he left the room. He could hear her heels on the hardwood stairs close behind as he went to the front door.

  “Jackie, I appreciate your making breakfast—”

  “Then show me,” she said, sidling up to him again and putting her arm through his.

  Brody sighed, stepping back and putting her away from him, his patience threading thin. He wasn’t interested.

  “You need to go,” he said bluntly. “We’ve already talked about this.”

  Her eyes turned diamond-chip hard as she set her hands on her hips, ready to argue. A knock at the door startled them both, and Brody almost groaned aloud. Who else was here this early in the morning? He was relatively private about where he lived, but still, fans and reporters seemed to find him more often than he liked.

  “Hold on,” he said, turning away from Jackie to see who it was.

  When he swung open the door, though, he couldn’t have been more shocked to see a familiar pair of blue eyes staring back at him.

  2

  HANNAH STARED AT BRODY, who wasn’t on television this time, but standing only two feet in front of her.

  She froze, unsure what to say, her bravado evaporating like the morning fog in the sun. Maybe this hadn’t been such a good idea.

  She’d driven all night, wanting to see him before she lost her nerve, but apparently she had lost it anyway. She’d gotten the address of his family’s ranch from Abby, but he’d been hard to find, especially since she’d ended up navigating unmarked farm roads where her GPS had also lost its signal.

  She was exhausted and hungry, but she was here. Part of her mind registered that it was one of the most flat-out beautiful properties she’d ever seen. The sprawling colonial farmhouse with its black shutters, enormous porch and pretty red door were classic. The brass race-car knocker on the door had let her know she was in exactly the right place. Lush green fields and trees surrounded the house, and several horses grazed in the pasture—it was like something from a postcard.

  She tried to say his name, but no words came out.

  Lifting her hand uselessly—to do what? Wave? Shake his hand?—she let it drop to her side again.

  Thoughts scattered as she remembered how he used to look in the morning...naked, mussed head of hair, gleaming eyes...and sexy. Extremely sexy.

  Brody’s six-foot-plus frame filled the doorway. He hadn’t shaved. Shaggy brown hair that had been cut shorter when she’d been with him had sprouted waves, and a few curls brushed his neck. His jaw was strong but tense. His lips as tempting as ever. He was shirtless, the top button on his jeans undone, as if he had only now gotten out of bed.

  That brought back a wave of memories that nearly did send her running back to her car. What had she been thinking, coming here?

  Then his face broke into a welcoming smile, his expression switching from surprise to pleasure. The next thing she knew, Brody encompassed her in a bear hug. Then his delectable mouth was all over hers, his bare torso flush against her.

  Hannah forgot to breathe.

  His beard scratc
hed her lightly, but she was so blindsided by the unexpected embrace that she held on for dear life, her fingers pressing into his bare shoulder blades, her internal temperature skyrocketing as Brody’s tongue parted her lips and sought out hers.

  Stop this, her brain said.

  Just one more minute, her very happy libido argued, getting a sudden charge from the kiss, as if she’d been hit by a lightning bolt.

  She couldn’t help but smile into his kiss. This was Brody. He was never what she expected, but whatever happened around him, it was always good. At least, it had been.

  Hope flooded her. He was glad to see her. Very glad.

  “Excuse me,” an annoyed voice hissed somewhere behind them.

  As Brody released her, breaking the kiss, Hannah found the source glaring daggers at her over his shoulder.

  Tall, busty blonde, dead ahead.

  Brody kept one arm around her, which was a good thing, because Hannah’s knees were definitely suffering from a slight wobble.

  “I’m so glad you’re here, honey,” Brody said to Hannah, dripping with his own special brand of charm. But something about his tone hit her as fake; it was the tone he often used around groupies. “Jackie was just leaving.”

  Hannah saw the other woman’s fingers clench. Angry, icy gray eyes and thinned lips emphasized her displeasure as Jackie looked Hannah up and down.

  “Who is this?” Jackie asked Brody as if not hearing the dismissal.

  “This is the reason you need to go,” Brody said simply, delivering a kiss to the top of Hannah’s head.

  Hannah tried to step away—clearly she had walked into the middle of something awkward—but Brody’s muscular arm held her fast against him.

  The tension thickened as Brody and the blonde stared each other down for a few seconds.

  Brody won.

  The woman grabbed her bag from the table and came to the door, standing only inches from Hannah.

  “Jerk,” she spat back at Brody before she stalked out, marching to a white Mercedes that Hannah had parked beside.

  The door closed, and Brody let out a breath.

  “Good timing, sweetheart. Maybe that will finally get her off my back for good,” Brody said, dropping his arm from her shoulders and retreating through the foyer.

  Hannah was immobile, still warm from his kiss as she watched through the window as the blonde kicked up a cloud of dust on the road that led away from the ranch.

  “Wait. What the...?” Hannah sputtered.

  She was pretty sure that the heat rebuilding in her system wasn’t from the kiss, but from anger.

  “Did you just use me to get rid of a woman who’d spent the night?”

  He looked at her from across the hall, leaning laconically on the door frame.

  “She didn’t spend the night—not last night anyway. Come on in and have a muffin. There’s coffee.”

  He headed into the recesses of the house. Hannah followed him. She was starving after her overnight drive, and lured by the aroma of coffee. She stopped in the kitchen and watched him pour two cups.

  She also noted the half-empty beer bottle on the counter near the sink. Several empties, in fact. While the outside of the farmhouse was pristine, the inside was a wreck, as if no one had cleaned in several weeks. There was also some funky odor coming from the trash basket near where she was standing, so she moved. It was like the house of an eternal frat party. Brody was far from a neat freak, she knew, but he wasn’t a total slob, either.

  He grabbed several muffins and took the food and his coffee into the adjoining dining room. Hannah’s stomach growled. She needed to eat something more substantial than muffins, but a fistful of carbs would tide her over. She grabbed the other mug and a blueberry muffin with coffee-cake crumbles on top.

  In the dining room, she took a seat across from Brody at the long harvest table. She had to clear a spot to do so, moving old newspapers and takeout boxes that were stacked everywhere. When she was done eating, she seriously contemplated getting another muffin, but sipped her coffee instead.

  “Are you even going to ask why I’m here?”

  He looked at her over the top of his coffee cup. “I know why you’re here. You obviously needed some more top o’ the line Brody lovin’, right?”

  Hannah coughed, her coffee going down the wrong way. When she caught her breath and started to protest, Brody chuckled.

  “Calm down, Hannah. I’m teasing. So, why are you here?” he asked dutifully.

  Hannah shifted in her chair, frowning. In spite of the kiss at the door—which had obviously just been for effect—he seemed distant. The connection she’d always had with him wasn’t there.

  Something was off, and suddenly she didn’t feel comfortable asking him for his help. Not until she knew what was going on.

  “I was in Atlanta, and I thought I’d come down and see how you were doing. Just a lark,” she said. It was mostly true. “How’s retirement?”

  “You had business in Atlanta?” he asked, ignoring her question.

  “Sort of,” she hedged.

  “’Fess up, Hannah.” He sounded irritated. “Did Reece send you here to check on me?”

  She sat back. “No, why would he?”

  “He seems to think I’m not dealing with my retirement or my accident well.”

  Another surprise. “What accident?”

  He cursed as he leaned forward and shook his head. The gesture made him look even more tired.

  “I forgot how to handle a horse. Got thrown, hurt my shoulder and lower back. It’s not the end of the world. I’ll be fine. Really. I’m just sore and stiff, but mostly better now.”

  “Oh, I didn’t know.”

  “You expect me to believe that?” he said, pinning her with a look. She could see faint circles around his eyes, a tightness around his lips.

  “Are you saying I’m lying?” she challenged him, but now she was worried. She’d never seen Brody like this, and maybe Reece had been concerned for a reason.

  He looked away. And then he began to tap his fingertips on the table as if he was holding something back.

  “I never knew you had horses,” she said, changing the subject.

  “There’s a lot you never knew about me, sugar,” he drawled as he roughly pushed his chair back and returned to the kitchen, apparently done with the conversation.

  This wasn’t the Brody she’d known. Not by a long shot. Brody had always been a wild man, a partier and to a certain degree, a player—which was how she’d met him in the first place. But he wasn’t ever a jerk about it.

  His eyes were bleary, and she noticed now that his gait was off, his walk more hesitant than usual. He held himself stiffly, his legs moving only with concentrated effort, as if each step was painful.

  She followed him.

  “If you’re fine, why is this place such a mess? Are you too hurt to pick up things? Maybe you need a cleaning service to give you a hand?”

  He turned on her, eyes narrow, as if his patience was worn out.

  “Listen, I don’t need help. Just because you and I had some fun together doesn’t mean I’m going to spill my guts to you or anyone else. So if that was the plan, forget it.”

  Hannah took a steadying breath. “Something is wrong. Tell me.”

  “You don’t know me as well as you think you do.”

  Ouch. Hannah straightened, held her chin high.

  “Maybe not. But I’m telling the truth, Brody. No one sent me. But since I’m here, I’m not going away until you tell me what’s going on.”

  Her blog problems fell by the wayside. Hannah knew firsthand that people didn’t care as much about their health or their surroundings, or even people they loved when they were depressed. Brody was no dummy; he had to know that she could see this. />
  Her mother had reacted similarly after Hannah’s dad had died, until her mom had gotten some help. Hannah, though only ten, had been the one to take care of the house, the food and her mom in the meanwhile. Brody didn’t have anyone, from what she could tell.

  She stepped forward, putting a hand on his arm. He flinched, and she pulled back.

  “Oh, I’m so sorry, Brody, I didn’t mean to—”

  His eyes were fierce as they looked down into hers. They were so close, the heat of him burned right through her. She stared at his mouth, her mind drifting back to the kiss at the front door. Hannah had always loved his mouth. She’d enjoyed his smile, his kisses, and many other wonderful things he did with those lips.

  “You think you know me, Hannah? You want to help?”

  She was unsure, not knowing what to do with Brody in this mood.

  His gaze was intoxicating, his body hard and solid. Brody could always turn her inside out with merely a look. Even now, even when he was acting so strangely, that still held true.

  “Then help,” he said, intention clear in his eyes.

  She started to speak, but he stopped her with another kiss. All Hannah could do was hold on.

  * * *

  BRODY’S BODY WAS going to suffer for this later, but he didn’t care. Hannah was here.

  She was possibly the last person he’d expected to see at the door. When he looked into her sweet face and had her back in his arms, at least one thing about the world seemed right.

  He hadn’t meant to kiss her again. He was going to send her on her way, but now here they were, and she was making those soft sounds she tended to make when she was turned on.

  Even as he deepened the kiss, he tried to tell himself to back off. Hannah didn’t deserve this. She didn’t deserve his lies or to be the answer for his frustration and restlessness. She didn’t need to be part of this sham he was involved in.

  Any minute now, he would cut her loose and show her the door.

  Or to his bed.

  There’d never been anyone like Hannah, and all he wanted was to have her again. To lose himself in her body and forget about everything for a while. Being with her was the last time he could remember anything really good, and he wanted that back more than he could say.